About The Book
About The Book
My Past, Present and Future Spirits
At its heart, My Past, Present, and Future Spirits is a story of endurance. It chronicles Cristina’s life from her early years in Mérida, Mexico, surrounded by family, faith, and simplicity, to a future forever altered by tragedy.
The memoir explores Cristina’s spiritual sensitivity from childhood, a gift that allows her to perceive those who have passed on and sense moments of transition between life and death. As her life unfolds, readers follow her through love and marriage, motherhood, cultural transition, and ultimately devastating loss. The sudden death of her first husband shatters the life she built, forcing her to confront grief in its most unforgiving form.
Yet this book is not written from a place of despair. It is written from survival. Cristina reflects on therapy, faith, motherhood, and the slow rebuilding of identity after loss. She speaks openly about anxiety, depression, spiritual questioning, and the courage required to keep moving forward when answers are unclear.
This memoir speaks to widows, parents, survivors, and anyone who has been asked by life to endure more than feels fair. It does not offer easy solutions, but it offers truth, empathy, and the reminder that even broken lives can carry purpose.
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My Past, Present and Future Spirits
This book is for anyone who has lost someone they loved and wondered how life could possibly continue. It is for readers seeking comfort, understanding, and honesty, not platitudes.
My Past, Present, and Future Spirits offers a deeply human perspective on grief, motherhood, faith, and survival. It speaks gently to those who feel unseen, reminding them that pain does not erase purpose. Cristina’s story reassures readers that healing is not linear, strength can look like vulnerability, and survival itself is an act of courage.
If you have questioned faith after loss, struggled with anxiety, or searched for meaning in suffering, this book meets you where you are. It does not tell you how to grieve, but it reminds you that you are not alone while doing so.